We're all Dreamers |
I'm eighteen, therefore a frequent clubber, but not drinker. I prefer to dance. I love clothes, make-up and hair. I'm a Primary School Education Student. I cannot wait to teach. I'm a daughter, an advisor, a sister, a best friend, a friend, I'm mostly positive but let our my negativity here on tumblr because my life does not allow me to. I'm the one always smiling, even if I'm fighting a battle. I love to go for a drive with the windows down and the music loud. I have best friends on both sides of the world. I miss the past and what could have been. But i'm excited about the future & all the opportunities that can come. I want to get my degree & then go to America and travel whilst teaching in the poor areas making a different to students lives. I'm inspired by Paula Abdul & Dannii Minogue. I do spam my dash with them sometimes. Feel free to ask me anything. Giving advice is one of the things I do best for others, but when it comes to myself I'm lost. I've been through a lot these past 5 years, moving countries, schools, losing people I love, heartbreak, broken promises & friendships, body hatred & also depression. |
I’ve lost the one person I’ve dreaded losing since meeting. All I have left is a 3 weeks, if that. What then? I knew this day would come, but not as soon as it has.
An noticeable or unnoticeable occurrence, that transpires, and therefore the norm is altered or becomes different. Change. It can happen in the blink of an eye, or over a greater period of time. We can chose to change or change can happen to us, without our control. We may chose change, or change may chose us. One thing is for certain, that change materializes whether we like it or not.
Life is all about change, from minimalistic changes to our morning routine to drastic changes that upheave your life as you know it. Change happens, everyday.
Sometimes we shy away from it, terrified of what change holds, most commonly, it’s the unknown. We can spend time fearing what will come with change and though we think that change might be easier when we know what’s coming, it’s not always the case.
Would you want to know the end of the story, before the beginning? There’d be no mystery, no real sense of adventure or determination to know the characters. If we knew how our lives will end? Would we change how we currently live, or the relationships you have? Would you embrace change and see it as one chapter closer to your journeys end?
Change. A small word, with endless meaning. Rooted in fear, with so much to give. Rarely acknowledged daily, yet upon reflection of periods of time, change becomes one of the only acceptable adjectives left to describe life.
Meet my friend Ron Beebe! It’s that time of year that I ask everyone to send him a birthday card. He will be 75 on 2-22-13 and last year he received 85 card’s from all around the world. He is special needs and this is what he looks forward to every year. It is such a simple thing. Please everyone share this story and get the cards mailed. Thank you everyone for doing this.
Mail to: Ron Beebe Po Box 8145 Coburg Or. 97408 THANK YOU & please share.
This is really sweet. It would be awesome if thousands of people sent him birthday cards :’)
(via lizbanks)
There’s been so many influential people in my life, so many people that I’ve idolized over the years and been so intrigued by. Many, like all people come and go, that’s life and I’ve learned to understand it. But I’m absolutely terrified of it happening this time. This person has believed in me from the first, well maybe the second day I met them, supported me unconditionally and been there for me regardless of what’s when on in their life. I’ve grown to depend on this person and I can’t remember the last time I’ve been able to do that. What happens when we are not at the same stage of our lives anymore? It worries me so much, that the one person I’d run to with any problem, probably more than my mum, will no longer be in my almost daily life anymore. What then? It’s so hard when someone leaves, especially when you’ve found someone who you are practically a clone of. There’s never been someone who has understood me, almost better than I understand myself. I’ve heard the saying that you can be there for everyone else, but nobody will be there for you like you are for everyone. This person totally breaks that mould. I’m scared, I guess that’s why I’ve came back to rambling on tumblr.
If you have any advice, please put it in my ask.
You meet someone, though only briefly. You spend some time in their company and get to know them a little. You part ways, because you’re lives go in two totally different directions. Is it possible to have momentarily fallen for them? For that short space of time to leave a lasting impression upon you? Your mind wanders to them, and you ponder what they’re doing with their life, though you don’t know them well enough to ask, you’d like to. You feel as though you’d be a burden, pushing into their lives, so you refrain and continue to wonder. You remember the memories, as they’re all you have left. You find yourself considering what it’d be like to meet again, and have a slither of hope that it’ll happen. You wonder, have you fallen, if at all, just momentarily?
(Source: pjalove, via darlingdreamer92)
me tonight
Every weekend.
Party girl right here!
In 6 days when my bestie gets here!
(Source: bloodydifficult)
“My plan is I love you”
The way she took his arm..<3. When is she gonna talk to him?
go alicia
LOOOOOLLL this was great!